There's a strange, juvenile feeling that jumps up in her, like she's just heard her sister shit-talking their dad - it's exciting, but also sort of guilty. There is a while spectrum of things she's feeling for the first time. It's very weird.

Allison is right: it's obvious that Five loves them. Even when he first came back the same but so eerily different, Vanya knew he was trying to get home, and that it wasn't the architecture that Five had been returning for. Even knowing without a doubt that he was trying to kill her at more than one point in the past couple of months before their arrival doesn't change that, either.

Suddenly, she wants to say something to Allison: about the apocalypse or the way that she can't sleep some nights because she's afraid of what she'll dream and what will happen if she does. They're going to be living together. She has to.

"Allison..." She's groping for words immediately. She doesn't know how to have feelings and she really doesn't know how to talk about them.